2010年3月31日 星期三

Landslide

不知道這首歌真正的意思,
但是這幾段歌詞,讓我有些共鳴:
"Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons of my life?"...



Took my love and I took it down
Climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well, the landslide brought me down

Oh, mirror in the sky, what is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons of my life?

Well, I've been afraid of changin'
'Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes bolder, children get older
I'm getting older too, well

Well, I've been afraid of changin'
'Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes bolder, children get older
I'm getting older too, well, I'm getting older too

So take this love and take it down
Yeah, and if you climb a mountain and you turn around
And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well, the landslide brought down

And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well maybe, well maybe, well maybe
The landslide will bring you down

2010年3月29日 星期一

原來恐懼一直在

今早做了一個惡夢.
夢見家人的離開.
才發現,原來內心深處一直存在恐懼.
害怕回不去.
害怕和自己的期待的落差.
生命中所看重的家人.
但是現在卻必須承受距離和時間的熬煉.
無法立即的完成.
我能夠做甚麼呢?
除了嘆息,無奈.
無法跟家人切割,因為這是我所看重的,雖然看似軟弱.
但是我希望可以回饋他們的愛.
我是小女孩,被人照顧,但是我也希望,我是成人,來照顧我的家人.

上帝阿,求你讓我看見未來還有熱情所能發揮之處.
不要叫我過著不冷不熱的生活.
這樣還倒不如回家去.

2010年3月11日 星期四

wishing

i wish i could,
restart again.
confuse between roles

2010年3月8日 星期一

家族治療

李維榕博士
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