開學了!我的心哪!

Still in the holiday mood.
May be i need to set some targets.
My dear friend told me that her dream is helping others.
And now she is on the road of fullfiling her dream.
Although we don't know whether will we reach to our destination by these kind of training.
I felt ashamed.Somehow may be I felt dissapointed.
Tozens of questions flow from mind.
Whom shall I hope to?
What should I hope?
Where will I reach after these fews years?

Others than the biggest,future hope,where will my life leaded to?
Now...when I am alive!Can somebody tells me others than the future world,why are we in this world?Hem...keep asking.
Hey,it's in Your hand!It's in Your hand!
But can I know where is it?

Ok Lord,now I pray to You.
I admit that I am quite nervous and anxious about this new semester.
I know there will be lots of paper work,thesis,reports...
And I know that I can't stop serving You too.
However,I don't know whether I can bear for it.
Thank You Lord,for this past days,now I already confirmed to keep studying in this profeesional.
Although I have no confidence on myself.I depends hardly on the environment.I really can't understand how can one overcome his environment,though,spy encourage me by quote:Live by faith,not by sight.
May be You have Your will in me.

"求學是發展理性的過程,任何的專業需要多年的密集預備,透過求學,充滿憧憬&期待欣然的接受,並為此禱告!學一些良好的習慣和技能。追求卓越。"--摘自<名花有主>
我倒是還是有求學的熱誠的,自己要想學習一些好玩的東西,而且本能的就是會想要把事情做好.
只是,也很本能的逃避.
要勤勞,但是不要盲目.要放鬆,但是不要逃避.
stand up!!!Fight for what u like!
為現狀禱告,祈求智慧。